That was a picture of my baby. It was taken in late summer. I can't believe how fast it all went. I've always had a thing for savouring the moment but it is more important now than ever!! The blink of an eye, that's how long it takes a life to change.

That summer, like any other time of my life up until this point, had it's good times and it's bad. why, because it was not picture perfect, should I lock up my memory and not let that one in? It wasn't picture perfect, but beautiful in it's own way, like other sweet-n-sour times.

That day at the park was a great one. Gv took me past that park one day and it made me optimistic and happy. those sprinklers were so beautifully refreshing. everything was butterflies and beautiful. the drinking fountain was so refreshing (and in many ciies, like this one, we have so few outdoor drinking fountains that it's the best, especially when the water is that mm mm refreshing on a sweltering summer day.

well no more of those. I realize I'm sad about the end of summer only after it's over. fall seems like it will come to and end pretty quick too. I'm almost to midterms in school. many of the leaves have already fallen.

I hope I can get more perfect pictures of Soul while it's still okay out.

I won't let this fall pass us by. I slept the weekend away in a daze (yesterday went to sm~~ with friends but I had no energy to be at all entertaining or entertained)

Not today. I woke up and got it all together right away. had time to be with HIM and sm~it. Made it to my religion class on time for once, got starbucks in a can and some granola bars and came to the library, been here ever since.

My goal for the day is to savor the season, take my baby Soul to the park and get some pretty fall pictures of Soul and maybe me.

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I'm finding it really hard to decide what my next big decision in life is going to be. Well, I know what it is going to be, I just don't know when it is going to be. I plan on moving to another state in December, and I can't wait. December seems so far away though.

I have had a lot of things keeping me here in Iowa. Family, friends, school, and the likes. I signed up for the fall semester at my school without knowing how bad the anxiety would set in. I thought I would be able to finish the semester no problem. But now I just wanna go far far away. I feel like dropping all my classes right this second and getting my bus tickets now.

Problem is, I hate to have gotten this far in school only to drop this semester and have it count for nothing. I'm also in the middle of a volunteer thing at the Salvation Army and I can't leave the other girl hanging. I also have to make a little bit more money.

But more and more I feel like my soul wants to go and wants to go now!!! Is now the time? or should I finish my obligations because I created them?

I'm going to go on with life as usual but I'm giving myself a week to make this decision. My boyfriend will play a big part in helping me make this decision. I know this isn't a typical TIG post but I had to get it all out somehow!!!

Enjoy Peace

Nobody reads these things anyway. I want the profile badge though.

Woke up grumpy. wish I could crawl back into bed with my other half, GV. He is one of the people that make me happy to be alive. nooooo I won't be able to finish because my laptop is gonna run out of battery.

Yay problem all fixed>

Just can't wait to get done with school because then it is time to be with my Soul. He makes me happy to be alive and I live for him.

watched Requiem for a Dream last night and it moved me even more than it did the first time. That movie is so heartbreaking, now it means something to me on a personal level and it was hard not to cry. I try not to be a crybaby. It's amazing how those peopl had their lives completely utrned upside down. but that stuff happens all the time in real life.

my newspaper article was posted online and had the most comments. slackers make big deals over small achievements.

I feel happy today. The weather could not be better.

I'm going to satrt doing everything better. try my best all the time. someone once told me that how you do one thing is how you do everything. been slackin time to get crackin.

I'm officially published!! very excited about that. just writing for a newspaper but hey that's a start!

Basically I just need to start projecting more efforts outward and for a purpose>

enjoying nat geo while doing homework>>

going to the media productions room soon.

as I said before, the possibilities are endless. especially when I find something groundbreaking to convey.

if I did good at the interview I'll be on youtube doing news. a newscaster. hehe who would have thought.

If you mange to read this any comments would be appreciated.